作词 : zayauhn taylor-thomas

作曲 : zayauhn taylor-thomas

How does it feel to see me

How does it feel to see me

Motionless and yet i feel you creeping

Motionless and yet i feel you creeping

But i pretend like i don’t feel you

And i know you want somebody just to heal you

And thats too bad because im still you

And i can only take myself for granted

Know you’re proud of me but just can't tell where my mine landed

And i see it, i truly see it

But think about it

But think about it like this

Everyday is nothingness

Crawl in bed, i’m crumbing

Mind is taking all the hits

I’m just stuck here wondering

Just wondering

Just wondering

What am i wondering, well

I told you everything i laid my cards on the table

Yeah you soak it in then you push it out, call me fable

Yeah i’m suffering so what if it takes long to be able to say it, say it

You don’t have to believe me

Look close in my eyes and see that i’m always weeping

Pleading for no judgment i just want to be seen please

By proxy by everyone involved

Keep telling urself i’m good

Keep telling urself i’m great

Deny whats right in ur face

I’m digging myself a grave

I can't imagine ur face

I can't imagine ur heart

It’s wishing you would’ve stayed

I wish you did

Don’t mention it

Crazy how things flip

Don’t you miss when i was still little

Right before my heart spilled

Man i wish i still wish i still had the will

Kept it dark just to heal

And all i wanna do is feel

But you just make it so hard

I just wanna connect

How you gone push me off stage

And ask me to come up next

I just wish you was there like how it used to be

Yeah i know you love me but its just harder to see

I’m dancing

I’m dancing

I’m dancing

I’m dancing

I’m dancing in the shadows

Right behind you, right behind you, right behind you

I’m behind you

Hear me?

I’m screaming, i’m behind you

Look behind you, i’m behind you

It’s me, you know me

I’m behind you

I’m behind you

And i’m screaming, i’m behind you

I’m behind you i’m behind you

I’m behind you i’m behind you

Why won't you turn around

Why won't you turn around

Why won’t you turn.. around