作词 : FOA Rockout

作曲 : FOA Rockout

Sometimes i feel lost

Like I don't know where to go

But I go out and do my best to explore on my own

Take some time for me, then everyone comes

But they don't understand that I have shit running through my dome

I'm alive but I'm gone

I feel like I'm dead to the bone

Here God take it you can really have my soul

I do not want it anymore

Don't ask me what's wrong

Late at night thinking about things that only God seems to know why

I just scrolled threw my notes looking back at all the pain

yes the songs that I wrote

And the shit I said or the shit I did, it repeats constantly in my head

I'm alive but i'm dead

Nah honestly I'm scared

And I miss all my angels

I feel like I should be dead too

But I won't do it myself

No that didn't help

I just want everyone to know when it's time for my death

Imma step into the light

No worries, that remains

Like a man, watch me face death

Now I'm deep in my thoughts, in my feelings

When I lost unc I just needed healing

Pain in my soul but everything else

Well everything else is just missing

(Everything else handles everything else just missing I need help, but ion I don't even want deals x2)

Now I have to be myself

Help myself

Ion don't need help

I by myself

I just want to rap (x4)

And I'ma do that shit, be that black

that everyone hated from the begin

All alone without help So

when I win Ian I have to share my victory

Everyone can feel that I'm selfish

No one on my side to help me

So I had to slow it down

Realize who are the ones that made me happy

Wassup with me

What makes me so wrong just to chase my dream s?

I feel shit much deeper than it seems

Telling the truth is no reason to lie to me

We are two different people, what is the problem ghee?

You don't want me to tell you, yeah it's clear to see

Why can't you just be you and I'll be me?

Let's talk about FOA

They my brothers not a gang

DGS my family Ian even has to claim

But these niggas are fake

They will smile in your face

then turn around and bite your hand the next ****ing day

**** I'm sick of the fake

It was my own family that made me this way

For them I even want to show my face

People drive me crazy, I'm going to unleash my rage